sometimes you have to really let go...

when i think about the time ... do i really have some regrets ? of knowing and giving some or rather most of my attention to someone who really breaks my heart ? oh well .... the answer is no . :) why ? because i must admit that during those times , that someone really put some spark and magic to my life ... they really makes me happy ... in a way that i want it ... ( yes ofcourse i maybe blind and maybe am the only one who feels that . )

sometimes we keep on questioning ourselves and even god why these things happens ? why do we need to feel the pain and make our life so miserable .... we always asked god why ? but the things is do we really asked our selves first ?

i been through a lot of good and bad relationship ... i never won ... i always failed ... i always cried in vain of losing them ... it killed and tore me apart ... maybe because i dont really did my best in loving them , or maybe because its better not to be with them anymore...
i am not afraid to love ... infact i continue loving them , god gave me a big heart and i must admit that i will never be afraid to love as long as i' ve got heart . i never have any regrets but sometimes its better to let them go .... because letting go means that i love them more ...

as i see my self now i am alone again .... i maybe sad today but hey i am not empty ...because i do believe in that time ....the right someone will come along and maybe i will do it right .... so why should i be lonely ? i have lots of good friends who really stay beside me when things go wrong ... i still have myself .... my family .... my friends and god .

sometimes we never really lost that someone .... they just been returned to where they came from ... atleast i had my time and chance of loving them .......