hard headed me ....

why is it hard to let go ????
why is it hard to forget ????
sometimes the thing that matters to me is my heart
and most of the time i always got hurt
i always forget the rules and follow my heart .
do i deserve to be like this ???
alone ??????
maybe the answer still hangs in my head ....

foolish ....

i made a fool out of my self ...
i fooled my friend ... indeed i fooled you .
why is it hard to comeback when you know its the best thing to do ?


foolish heart ... foolish mind
foolish ... oh so foolish of me.
wish my thoughts are here again ...
i lose my track and still am losing my insanity .