october 14...a time to mourn

it was a fine day then when ellen texted me something , she told me that jessica's mom passed away . i was in shocked ... i didn't expect it was too soon .... my tears suddenly fell as if i was the one who lose her ....

last august , nanay discovered that she has a liver cancer , at first we thougth the pain she was having was brought about by her heart complication , that time nanay was so strong ...
she was hospitalized for a week ... we even visited her at the hospital .... she even laughed , tells story to us , she even said she wanted to go home ...
i don't see anything ... i dont see any sign that she will be gone soon ....
the big c got her .... it was a big lost but then again nanay will not suffer more...
today ... nanay linda passed away and i am so sad of losing her .
i was in shocked and in pain ..... i cried ... i really cried of losing her ....

i will surely misses nanay erlinda ... a kindhearted mom who sacrifice eveything for her five children .... her husband died when jessica's still five then ...
how can i forget a person who's so thoughtful in so many ways ...
a great cook ... a caring and loving grandmother to migs .... a happy person ,. she's so easy to be with ... i will surely misses the food she always cooked for us ... everything about her will surely misses .

today i'll bid goodbye to nanay ... i dont know how long will it take to stop me from crying everytime i remember her ... but one thing is for sure i've known a great woman , a mom that will do everything and will sacrifice everything for her children ... a time for me to mourn and a time for me to say goodbye ... thanks nanay i will remember you always ....